Exposing it all and letting you know, I have daily insights, niggles, messages, ah ha's, ohh that is what is really going on; every single freakin day! Wow, in awe and amazement of the layers of wild programming we run internally on!
Forget school to learn math, social studies, gym..we have got to fit in there life skills that matter! Like as a kid, to recognize, oh, heh that is just a program from mom or dad and I choose right now at nine to let that go and up load this... What a world, I see our kids could have ah ha moments early in life; so they can integrate now and learn words like, 'subconscious' and "just a program.'
I can see it now, play ground talk never be the same. For example, ' heh, that was not nice to say!' And the other kid goes, 'Your right, I was just scared that you were not going to like me. Better let that insecurity go! Time for confidence, I choose that NOW!'
I am thankful everyday, that life hit me fair and square between the eyes four and half years ago; to say, 'we'll, honey you now have all the time for you to figure out how you made this mess!' This was not the first time, it was the hardest sucker punch from uni
yet! If I was aware, I would have seen how I orchestrated the whole deal! How my son would be now living with his Dad, just like that overnight and be like that for the next four and half years! Lots to the story and more will come out as a writer, I write and have lots to share!
My latest eureka moment of relief was yesterday when my sister said, 'Stop!' In that moment I got what she was spelling out, that my intensity was chaotic, frantic, needy and on the verge of screaming, 'You do not understand, I have to get this, so I can bring my life back together!' Ie stop struggling with my business plan so I can open my Women's Executive Coaching Practice and the rest of my life fall into place!
Holy smolly, can you palate the pressure! I can and I let it go yesterday! She was right, intensity is not the same as powerful, calm, owning who you are! As a type A, Leo, double whammy, I identified with getting a lot of stuff done by my intense, go get'em attitude! Well, this method has not been working for me, especially when four and half years ago I started unraveling all that I was to truely who I am. 'Unlock your truth to rediscover the world for inner peace, love and transformation.'
To all you beautiful, strong women, I urge you to sit quietly and go deep, deep within. Ask yourself, do I identify with intense or powerful? Then, if it is intense, choose to let that go in every part of your body ( the rest will follow). Then see yourself stepping into your power state ( for me was my power suit, not the office kind, more like wonder women!). Gently own you, and feel the natural state of calm that comes over you. Then I felt huge waves of love and acceptance for me. With this gift for yourself know that you can now drop expectations, all your visions, dreams, hopes, burdens and know to release them all! For in that moment of releasing you accept and allow life to show up for you! I
You ultimately are allowing this amazing place of divine creation to create through you and for you! This is where the miracles will show up! This is when life does not work out like you might have thought, stay thankful, flexible in kind and spirit so the miracle of life can give to you in soo many other ways!
My miracle today, is having this time to connect to you and say, hello true you; allow and accept. What a gift to you!
Chronicles of a dream weaver @katrinaevolve, fb
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